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Ashamed of the Body

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It's rare that I use the "cutout" tool for editing my colored pictures, but this one really needed it--I wasn't too happy with the way it came out before >.> Ever had that moment when you're just weirded out as you draw and color yourself? Had that moment while doing so...and I forgot my glasses.
Nevertheless, I was going through this little phase of how disgusted I felt about my body. Ever since I started college, I've been neglecting my body weight lately, and now I'm not liking the way it turned out. So every now and then at work, I see very handsome men that are my type, with beautiful yet skinny girls. I get many compliments about my facial beauty, but I've never heard a man say that my body is beautiful as well. I'm wanting a man that thinks both my face and body are beautiful, and not say that no man will ever like me because of my body weight.

So yeah. Venting over and done with.

Here's the sketch version --> www.furaffinity.net/view/14983… Enjoy!
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DruidPeter's avatar
Wait... what?

I saw you in San Antonio one time, at that local color event. Under no circumstances did you appear overweight, at all. Goddammnit...

you know, I have a sister who went through a phase of hating her body. She kept it pretty well under wraps. I didn't even find out until I stumbled across her 'secret' tumbler page. Post after post after post of things like "I hate my body." etc, etc.

It made me pretty sad/upset.

Having said all that, it's not like I can really dispute the general feeling of interaction between men and women. There seems to be a kind of fog over people today. Relationships in general are not forming cohesively. I am at a loss to say why. :(